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Saturday, July 07, 2007
「 sunset on 12:51 AM 」
long long time no blog...tis time is some thing special..lets start...
todae, i went for np to see wat is goin on n mayb help..then the middle part not impt...it was the endin..when jia hao sort of ask me abt the vision n mission of NPCC..then i realise..i had been goin for trainin just for the sake of trainin without noe-in wat i m trained for..i hav no idea wat tis thing was all abt..then the ppl who went for the quiz came back..then i realise..i was nothin but a fella who does somethin without tinkin..as alan had asked them some qtn abt the history of NPCC, i reflected..wat hav i done..wat do i noe abt the history of NPCC...out of those qtn he asked, i cld ans none..i felt really disappointed...dunno y..then they went in to the np rm..talk to pin dong..then they talk...then i realise somethin...pd is undergoing a diff method of passin down their skills..then they talk abt the badges and stuffs..then all of the sudden, i see somethin...both methods(our batch and pd's batch method) are the same...they just pass down skills without knowlegde...they hav no idea wats the pt of doin drills, wats the pt of doin campcraft and stuffs...then i analyse...then thought...we were talkin abt GPK(general police knowledge) b4...tt was somethin jia hao n i tot of...or mayb is he tot of...it was a impt thing tt i see now...no pt askin ppl to do drills for fun...then nothin much la...then i went home..ate my dinner and went online to do some stuffs...in the end, i told joel abt the GPK then went on talkin abt the unit then realising i was wasting time in the past 4yrs...come to tink of tt, he asked some of us...wat hav u done for the unit...but i m sorri...i did nothin...omg..as i type, my heart feels lik a crashin plane....disappointed and sad..and remorseful..then i continued to talk...tellin him how to improve then he got the idea...the roots..small thing but big thing...don get it??it means it seems small but it is a veri impt thing tt we are lack of...tts y we cant get gold....in the past, we said we wanted to get a gold for UOPA..in the end...its still an empty promise...now tt i understand the whole thing but still reflectin....i hope tt i wld b able to return as CI and do somethin man...its time...its time to change...change a bronze to gold...sliver is not enuff...i shall rmb tis dae...i realise the mistake...i shall mark tis dae as my tinkin dae...where thoughts flow freely...an impt dae...veri impt...now i m diggin the roots(history)..for the future batches...i hope tt at least one person will understand wat i m realli sayin....bare tis in mind...the future is in ur hands...the knowledge is within ur strength...the power is limitless...LET DEYI NPCC soar!!!
tts all ba...good nite..tml stil need go JR's mom de fish shop...bb...
1.10am(7/7/07) but the date for post is regardin 6/7/07...